Is it very weird to have a long and emotional post for birthday? Hahaha

Actually I feel nothing when my birthday is coming. But I got excited because I was planning a BBQ party on Saturday with Ling and I got to see all the important people in my life. I have to say maybe I am not important to them, but they are very important to me especially my primary school friends and secondary school friends. Not trying to say my poly friends aren't important. (I have a feeling I made it worse while explaining.)

(Sorry if I never invite you. I didn't forget you just that BBQ pit isn't big enough to accommodate everyone and I really can't split myself into so many Sy to go around to talk to everyone.)

I felt really bad when I have no time for everyone. Especially to my Aiai, Jing and Yini. I invited them and yet I didn't have chances to talk to them much. Please forgive me. ):

One thing I actually love about birthday is people that you seldom talk to, texted you and wished you happy birthday. It is really very nice. And we started chatting. Isn't that nice? So thank you to Mr Tedson, Miss Hui Min, Mr Keith Kue, Mr Jonathan Goh and Mr Guo Rui. Really appreciate it a lot.

Talking about this, I need to admit that I am a really very lousy friend. I always don't remember people's birthdays, ended up I never wish them happy birthday. I am sorry. Even I remember their birthday, I forget to text them. When grabbing birthday present, it also so last minute. Present not wrapped, card not well written. Sigh. I apologize for those.

I also love to receive those happy love birthday messages on Whatapps and Message! The message itself is beautiful already. So thank you Aiai, Jing, Yini, Joel, Shaun, Victor, Andy, Jia Xuan, Kelvin, Jing Ting, Ethan, Wen Qi, Hui Ling, Si Chua, Jee Hou, Lyon, Sherin, Gerald and many many more! (Sorry for not listing everyone out. ): Still, thank you very much!)

Next, thank you my Facebook and Twitter friends for wishing me happy birthday! Especially to those that I know, thank you for that 5 seconds of your precious time to wish me! Sorry for taking so long to reply. I only manage to have the chance to use my computer 2 days later.

I still remember when you are young, your birthday wishes will be hoping for more pocket money, getting a new Barbie doll etc etc (maybe you didn't, but I did); guess I am getting older I was wishing for better health for everyone I love and *censored*

Ohya. I have this fabulous Ling who only send me a "happy birthday" as my birthday text. Hahaha (Ling! Now everyone knows your evil side! Too bad) Didn't really blame him; he is someone bad at words and sometimes actions too.

Not forgetting my wonderful papa mama didi meimei who being there for me for the past 19 years. Traditionally I will receive a $10 ang pow from my mama. I used to complain about it until I started to appreciate. (Fuxk I really getting old.) Didi and Meimei then will grab a small belated present. Haha this is my family! I am more than happy (like happy 1000000x) I am their kid and their naughty jiejie. Thank you meimei for that short happy birthday wish! Hahaha

So happy 19th birthday to myself. May I stay young and healthy! Haha. Have to say I really learnt a lot in 2013 that made me feel so grateful for everything I have instead of sulking for something I don't have.

Oh! I almost forget to thank those who got me birthday present! Thank you Ding Que, Simon, Aiai, Julian, Bao Xian, Hao Juan, Yi Ni, Joel, Wei Xiang and Yu Ling! 谢谢你们的礼物，我非常喜欢! <3 And thank you to all my classmates for singing Birthday song for me! HAHAHA

P/S I would like to thank Hui Ling, Si Chua, Hanis, Hazirah, Sherin, Rafidah for the belated birthday surprise and birthday present! THANK YOU VERY MUCH! Thanks for the effort and time! *cry* I can't wait to go out with you all soon! :D Added on 24 January 2014

Lastly thank you you readers reading all my bullshit and staying so long with me. *bow*