Dear Diary
Just hope to be slimmer a bit.
03:01Fat to fatter.
I used to eat pretty less, and exercise more.
During Secondary School times, I ate 2 meals a day in small portion and dance for 3 hours for 2 days weekly.
I wanted to save money.
But now, eat sleep eat sleep eat sleep eat sleep eat sleep eat sleep
From 46 to 48 to 50, to now 54.
Indeed a scary number.
I cannot imagine what will happen to me after I come back from Bangkok.
I am eating like a princess here.

Ballet under the Star in 2011
At least my cheek in the photos still look nice, or maybe look-able.
Now. I can't even want to take photo of myself smiling.
All my fats ran up to my face and I look soooooooooooooo chubby.
It's sucks!

October 2012
I miss how small my arms and thighs used to be.
Because it looks so gigantic now.
I used to have a lose-fitting short, now it fits a bit tight for me.
This is how fat I grew.
Maybe isn't that obvious, but still it is a fact I am fatter now.
*****
Moaning and complaining can't cure anything. I know.
I will change this.

Getting back here once I get good results.
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